Wednesday, April 4, 2012

self doubt

Don’t know that I can do this anymore


A couple days in silence

Allows my heart time to grow cold

Reinforce the brick walls

Keep loose lips from spilling

Secrets of sin

I’m learning to let u go

Before I ever, fully let u in…..

Confusion and disdain

Rain over my thoughts

I’m lost in the moment, and what it’s not…..

Treading through murky waters

Trying to remove ur scent from my skin

Ur heat from my core

Ur images from my memory

Our lack of communication

Is thickening

Rethinking things….

We once made floetry…

metaphysically…

images painted immaculately….

Wasn’t enough time to teach u how to

Read brail imagery…

Never been much of a mind reader,

Kept waiting to hear,

Words never uttered…..

Thought we were playing follow the leader

But u lead and are too stubborn to follow…..

It’s hard to catch u

When u keep me from seeing u fall

Security in these arms

Nothing could stop us

The limit was ours……

To be continued…..

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