Wednesday, April 4, 2012

responding....

*Flash*


Pause, rethink,

reinvent…

Let’s remember

This….



the past that can no longer be,

Expelled from my lips

Re-felt between my hips…



When did the tape fail,

So consumed by ur wings I missed seeing UR tail…..

Eyes wide shut, feeling blindly



How did we ruin such a DISATROUS fairytale,

We found its BEAUTY, in vain

There was supposed to be reinforcements on my SOLIDER’S frontline

INEVITABLY we ran out of time…..

They never came….



This EXPONETIAL equation no longer our fame,

Confused rhyme with reason,

Knew FIRE could never be tamed

Sensual AIR tried to kool the sheets

we set a blaze



left both hearts singed to the core,

seeking refuge

In another’s arms,

side liner’s……..One timer’s



Emotions subdued by an intoxications of the finest kind,



How did u lose track when u memorized these lanes

the scars in our timeline,

The curves have always been the same,

Same 2 way street

Same names…..



Here will always be home ….

sought out shelter in faith & pain …..



Thought the thief in u would sustain

always hold those MOMENTS

BUT u Allowed them to be STOLEN,

Now Only emptiness remains



When rightfully happiness should have been in plain view …..

U continued to veer right, chasing those invisible white lines

LEFt nothing to be remembered



ADDICTION they say of the strongest kind,

When I close my eyes

I can no longer hear the buzz, the hum of that machine

That had me scratching at my skin

trying to silence my own heartbeat



Does that mean after all this time

The healing has began?

Or Ended?

or simply.....

Was the real damage only in my mind?

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