I cried 2day,
cried and let out the hurt
the confusion..
4 the pain of emptiness
4 finally knowing, and wanting
but not being able to connect
sending out hopefull- emotions
2 an empty, non receptive heart
being on 2 different levels
a whole nother' plateau of loves expectations
finally realizing she will never know
2 blind 2 accept the beauty that is me...
the truth that stands before her...
too fukin ignorant 2 comprehend
the complex,
the simplicity that is me
so I cry simply 4 accepting...
knowing I tried and am failing miserably
b/c 4 her it is not the me inside she sees
how can she feel me w/o opening up and receiving that which is all of me
trying 2 c w/ closed eyes
feeling with a heart that no longer beats openly.....
2 b continued.......
gotti
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