what im fighting for....

If I could go back in time
2 the us,
as one

If I could erase this
pause here
cherish some..borrowed time.
retake this moment

let us not be so guarded
with OUR emotions

u still wouldnt c whats right in front of u
even when its written
so painfully clear

I let us live freely within my lyrical imagery
but we are letting this aqaintence-ship
die distastefully

ineveitably our doubts and insecurities
began surfacing

now we sit stuck here, dwelling
on the regrets...
now re-thinking, on when we first met

of the "maybes" and "what-ifs"...
the "possiblies", and
"ohhh so and so said"

sadly looking at whats left....
and how we felt in past tense,
the worn through truths exposed...

from under feelings that no longer make sense
now laced with the "fuck its"
of demands never met......
2 remain uncontinued