RANDOM THOUGHTS
History kals them jezebelz ........but.... I.....
I call them my lovez......
the many women that have passed threw my life
the good ones, the bad ones, the ones truely not worth my time
yet this addiction ties me to thier kiss
the warmth of their touch...
her skin... Deraild my focus
left me curious deep within...
always leaving traces of her,
retraced emotions on my skin,
never follwing the previous path
always leaving new scars
left for future tense to defend
replace, erase then try and start the focus again
never really looking,
continuosly searching,
she always seems to miss the warrior that's within
My misguided footsteps
Infatutaion with just being in...
this,
this experince has so many unruly colors
some like day, some like night
the crucial ones leaving me tongue tied....
caught aloof
fukd up and left on the sideline
the wrong to my right of passage....
this vision
she is...
caugth me sleepin and slipped in under radar,
crept n from my blind side
reciting sweet nothings,
harshly re- felt during those cold nights.....
remincsing and allowing the memories to flood in
feeling that yearning to let her back in
u cant fight fate mama,
Its inevitable....
Shit its this ink that I let settle n
and it won!
beautiful,
what will be, just will be
thats, that shit I have 2 recite daily
kuz I c it, etchd here in my skin
that connection,
the blending that happens when
two souls learn to coincide
when things just mesh well together damn near all the time
see there it is again!
focus not sustained...
only time heals
and directs those that it believes in
this entry is .....
misguided with no real path to follow
I'm stuck,
so this must have been the end?
the tears that burn so strong,
from ducts I thought had long since been dried and gone
now relase the pain....
in a silent and entricate song
that unique ass beat under my left shoulder...
I fight myself,
but I know I gotta let it get gone
that verse,
that bluez,
that slow grind that plays 4 me
has hit its last note and our chorus,
produced such an intense and in depth love song
I let it complete me.....
sadly all thats left is 6 letterz,
and I allow them 2 defeat me ...
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